i have no idea how to put this...but don't you feel that sometimes you just don't belong in there? people include you out of courtesy, to be polite. But when you do join them, no one seriously responds to you or includes you in. it's like just talking to yourself. yeah you know them, they know you, but no one cares about you. so why talk to them when you know you are going to get ignored, might as well exit. sure i've tried, just didn't work. yep, call me anti-social or loner or whatever you want to call me. why try to include yourself when you aren't despite being "included"? okay i have seriously no idea what i just said but i hope you understand. (: